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Internet History: Livestream Suicide of Colleen Ferrari with AR-15 on Facebook Live. Baltimore Maryland
Duration: 12:05 Views: 14K Submitted: 1 month ago Submitted by:
Shooting happens at 10:25
On April 24th, 2017, Colleen took to Facebook to say her final goodbyes before she decided to take her own life using a loaded machine gun. Moments before her suicide, the police arrived in time to attempt to change her mind.
For more than ten minutes, the police, in pure urgency for the matter at hand, struggle to save Colleen.
During the encounter between both parties, Colleen expresses that she has been an inadequate mother to her amazing daughters.
As the cops say to her: "let me help you", Colleens responds with, "There is not help dude, I suck at life".
She also says the following throughout the interaction about herself as a mother to her daughters:
"Ok. Ok. Ok. Let's talk about how I am a piece of shit of a fucking person dude and I don't fucking deserve the wonderful children I have in life...
They're fucking Angels and I am a piece of shit...
One of my kids is fucked up in the head because I am such a shitty mother...Clearly I can't take care of her at fucking at all because I suck at life.
You don't fucking know me so who are you to judge...
Get the fuck away from me man."
"My kids are better off without me...
Everyone is better off without me I am piece of shit and I am a fucking loser...
Everybody's better off without meI suck at life I am a piece of shit and I deserve everything that's going to happen to me."
They also have an interaction regarding the use of guns.
The cop tries to get her to put the gun down, and fails when Colleen says that it's going to be either one or two people she would take with them.
She says.
"I am not threatening you with my gun, I am only threatening me with my gun.
If I point my at you would you point yours at me?" The cop then answers: "Nobody wants that".
She then says:
In the final moments, Colleen raises the gun after she tells the negotiator police man about her other daughter some more - reflecting upon her.
She then raises her gun and the cop tries to stop her, but then it was too late.
Before starting the Facebook live video, she had published several posts expressing
her pessimism and low self-esteem.
She posted the music video of the Hoobastank song called the "The Reason"; and later she also posted the music video for the Blink 182 song "Adam's Song".
On April 24th, 2017, Colleen took to Facebook to say her final goodbyes before she decided to take her own life using a loaded machine gun. Moments before her suicide, the police arrived in time to attempt to change her mind.
For more than ten minutes, the police, in pure urgency for the matter at hand, struggle to save Colleen.
During the encounter between both parties, Colleen expresses that she has been an inadequate mother to her amazing daughters.
As the cops say to her: "let me help you", Colleens responds with, "There is not help dude, I suck at life".
She also says the following throughout the interaction about herself as a mother to her daughters:
"Ok. Ok. Ok. Let's talk about how I am a piece of shit of a fucking person dude and I don't fucking deserve the wonderful children I have in life...
They're fucking Angels and I am a piece of shit...
One of my kids is fucked up in the head because I am such a shitty mother...Clearly I can't take care of her at fucking at all because I suck at life.
You don't fucking know me so who are you to judge...
Get the fuck away from me man."
"My kids are better off without me...
Everyone is better off without me I am piece of shit and I am a fucking loser...
Everybody's better off without meI suck at life I am a piece of shit and I deserve everything that's going to happen to me."
They also have an interaction regarding the use of guns.
The cop tries to get her to put the gun down, and fails when Colleen says that it's going to be either one or two people she would take with them.
She says.
"I am not threatening you with my gun, I am only threatening me with my gun.
If I point my at you would you point yours at me?" The cop then answers: "Nobody wants that".
She then says:
In the final moments, Colleen raises the gun after she tells the negotiator police man about her other daughter some more - reflecting upon her.
She then raises her gun and the cop tries to stop her, but then it was too late.
Before starting the Facebook live video, she had published several posts expressing
her pessimism and low self-esteem.
She posted the music video of the Hoobastank song called the "The Reason"; and later she also posted the music video for the Blink 182 song "Adam's Song".
Malahk 3 weeks ago
EYeomans70 4 weeks ago
«The cop could have shot her at 0:25 and saved me ten minutes. Terrible video»
Totalslacker 4 weeks ago
«Good, now her kids might make something of themselves without having to put up with her bullshit.»
ScreaminMime 1 month ago
«This goes on for 10 minutes and 30 seconds, OMGawwwwwd, KYS ALREA... oops.»
Indrid_Cold 1 month ago
«The feigned last-minute verbal attempts at "help" or hope never do anything. Even if she followed some shallow advice and lived and got ""treatment"", when she went back home she would be right back where she is in this video: in hopeless misery with no way out. It is a tragedy that there are no real coping mechanisms taught nor true behavioural therapy for people in such dire straits. Also the whole system is broken anyway etc. Poor girl =[»
Meanbean2013 1 month ago
«@Indrid_Cold the cops joking and laughing immediately after always bothered me»
Indrid_Cold 1 month ago
«Hearing the laughing really rustled my jimmies too.»
OwMyBawls 1 month ago
«@Meanbean2013 It shows that she was right - nobody really cares. Those that do, are like her.»
Totalslacker 4 weeks ago
«@Meanbean2013 They need a degree of separation from what they just witnessed. It will mind fuck them for the rest of their lives if they hold on to the levity of the situation. Gallows or dark humor has been a coping mechanism forever.»
Totalslacker 4 weeks ago
«@Totalslacker I meant to say if they don’t make levity of the situation.»
essence25 4 weeks ago
«@Indrid_Cold Now if they were to give her $3,000,000, I guarantee, problem solved.»
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